Alive

Whats so good about life?
The light, the lovely sights. the perfect life.
Empty Utopia, dangerous dream
Your fake smiles
Your empty sighs
Living on a perfect lie
I would rather much prefer something I could feel
I only want whats real.
I won't be tricked, I would be deceived.
The security of peace won't seduce me
I want to live and I want to breathe.
I wanna crash like the waves the of the sea
My waters cold as ice,
Its salty and stings
Louder than a chapel bell when it rings
Ring ring ring shouts in head
Pounds my brain numb and shocks my eyelids open
I don't want to fall asleep
I won't live life in a dream.
I'm awake, and I'm alive.
I'll pinch myself to tell
You know that's why pain,fear, misery is all so swell.
As I long as I can feel it I know I'm alive and well
Living doesn't mean anything without dying daily.
A world of smile with no tears.
A world with perfection and no fears.
A world where everything is set.
Secured, controlled
Well now you just look like a collared pet